I'm so full of regret and pain. My heart hurts so much and it's difficult to contain. I'ts hard to function normally. I'ts hard not to break down in my daily life. Nobody knows i'm totally broken inside. It's tiring me out and i can't stop thinking about you. I have so much stuff to remind me of you. I just can't throw it out. I don't think i can deal anymore.
I found out 3 days ago that you moved on. Moved to another person. It was then that i realized i lost you. Everything we were and we had. Now you are ignoring me and blocking me. I can't believe you can do this to me. Did i mean so little to you. We were together for almost 4 years. How can it end like this. How can you treat me like this. I thought we had something special.
It happened again. My broken relationship. Almost 4 years flew by. And now the end is here. I can't believe it. So much things i wish i had done differently. I'm so sorry for the pain i caused you. And i'm sorry for where we are now. How did this happen? Do i really mean so little to you, that you can just give me up like this. 4 years of memories to throw away and to forget. I saw you in my life and in my future, to have and to hold. How did we grow apart and stand here where we are now. Seperate and alone. I'm so sad that we can't do the things we had planned for eachother. I don't want to realize that you're not going to be in my life. But i start to and it breaks me.
you are on my mind even after everything that happened.. when i have holidays and when i'm on the other side of the planet.. i still think of you i don't know why, i don't want me to think of you because it hurts everytime.. i feel so empty everytime i think about my memories i have of you.. i can remember me being happy and in love.. with you laughing .. i can't stop thinking about it why can't i move on.. i don't want to be sad anymore i don't want to miss you anymore..
i can't even tell you how dissapointed i am you never thought i was important enough.. and.. it's still the same how can i still want you, when u care soo little about me
was that our last exam together? was that the last time i'd see you? will i ever see you again? we won't get back together ever again right? i know this, and it hurts so much i just can't stop crying i am so angry with myself that i'm not able to tell you how i feel how much i'm broken
i am about to die because of the dreams about you in my dreams, we always make up in the end we always have the scenario's i wish were real today, i only realised after a time that it was only a dream how my heart hurts, it's breaking me how can i miss you like that how can i want you like that it's so difficult to go on like this i can't believe i'm not getting what i want soo bad
today is such a sad lonely day for me i saw you today, and my whole body wasn't acting as i wished it did you were only a few meters away from me but the distance between us was soo big it has never been this big before today you made me break down in tears several times how can you still hurt me so bad after this time
